mind rumblings

Your mind is growling. Heed the hunger.

Running dreams: a cricket sings

by Sean Svoboda

There’s a cricket inside our room
but I’m trying to sleep and shouldn’t
think about cricket legs
how it used to be
running real fast
in a cornfield your perspective changes
faster and faster
the rows of corn sprout legs longer,
much longer than your own
just watch them hop from one row to the next
velocity put to melody that
winged beasts sing for
fickle corn-ears…
soon, the memory drift’d asleep.

photo: vladys:

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I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I  want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the  skills I want. And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the  shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible  in life. And I am horribly limited. ―       Sylvia Plath

I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in life. And I am horribly limited.
Sylvia Plath

reywtf:

Karen O is out of her awesome mind. 

Inside us all is a wild thing.

Inside us all is a wild thing.

Young

A thousand doors ago
when I was a lonely kid
in a big house with four
garages and it was summer
as long as I could remember,
I lay on the lawn at night,
clover wrinkling over me,
the wise stars bedding over me,
my mother's window a funnel
of yellow heat running out,
my father's window, half shut,
an eye where sleepers pass,
and the boards of the house
were smooth and white as wax
and probably a million leaves
sailed on their strange stalks
as the crickets ticked together
and I, in my brand new body,
which was not a woman's yet,
told the stars my questions
and thought God could really see
the heat and the painted light,
elbows, knees, dreams, goodnight.

-RIP Anne Sexton

Pozor!

I used to turn like a wheel on the grass

to embrace that in fact, I felt happiness.

Until one day I watched

a boy take a powerful turn

that snapped his limb in half.

I tried to turn my thoughts away,

but I was silent out & in,

except for the reverberating sound

of that break in his pretzeled leap.

Winter is coming.

Winter is coming.

We have so much fear of not being in control, of not being able to hold on to things. Yet the true nature of things is that you’re never in control. You’re never in control. You can never hold on to anything. That’s the nature of how things are. But it’s almost like it’s in the genes of being born human that you can’t accept that. You can buy it intellectually, but moment to moment it brings up a lot of panic and fear. So my own path has been training to relax with groundlessness and the panic that accompanies it. Training to allow all that to be there, training to die continually. That seems to be the essence of the lojong teachings—to stay in the space of uncertainty without trying to reconstruct a reference point.